THE PEOPLE PLEASER IN ME

While everybody sat in my house...burning up in an unairconditioned house...I just smiled and tried to be the best host ever...The need to please and be liked by everyone prevented me from saying..."Look if you're hot go home...and besides I have a newborn baby, and I need to unpack... Now living in the one place where I see endless Financial Opportunities has turned into a living hell...I can't even concentrate on having a sex with my husband because I'm so conditioned to endless interruptions...So every time were able to have a little intimate time..I'm constantly pushing him off of me and looking out the window..for unexpected guest...after 3 or 4 years of that..anyone sex's life would be a total WRECK.....